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hey yall. im in an odd mood. im happy cuz i remembered how to drive a standard. haha. my big bro let me take his to rachel's and i LOVE IT. if i was a car i'd screw it. but im sad cuz i miss ricker. he should be home sunday but i still dunno if he's even gonna call me when he gets back... and i trust him..but at the same time im scared he cheated on me. i mean yeah he was out in the canadian wilderness..haha but ive never been to canada there could be some hot canadian wild women that live in the woods or sumthin waiting.. mm and im scared cuz of my grandma. rach knows that story : / and im sleepy and stressed and excited. im just a whole mess of emotions. haha. anyways. im gonna wrap today up in a song i wrote. if you cant tell its about ricker.i have the song and its full meaning on my xanga page. [thats www.xanga.com/LiLMaGz] anyways. here it is. feel free to comment aboutit cuz i know its notthat great and i could use some pointers. haha.
“How Much We Can Take”
I don’t know how much I can take
Never wanted my heart to break
I’ve tried to open up and share everything
I think there’s stuff your still hiding
Your holding back
Might be lying
You listen but you don’t hear
You touch but you don’t feel
Your moving but standing still
You’re a dream but you’re real
I don’t know how much I can take
Never wanted my heart to break
I’ve tried to open up and share everything
I think there’s stuff your still hiding
Your holding back
Might be lying
I want to go fast; I want to go slow
I don’t want to tell you; I want you to know
This is really me; but it’s just for show
I’ve never done this; I’m a pro
I don’t know how much you can take
And I’m scared for your sake
It’s more complex than we knew
Are we through?
Or is this just the beginning?
We’re sober
But everything’s spinning
So many differences
So much in common
So much conversation
So little talking
Is this it for you and I?
Should we quit while we’re behind
Or stay and try?
To see what we might have missed out on otherwise
So many differences
So much in common
So much conversation
So little talking
I don’t know how much we cant take
Both our hearts are at stake
I’m trapped in a storm of feelings
That’s slowly going to kill me
“How Much We Can Take”
I don’t know how much I can take
Never wanted my heart to break
I’ve tried to open up and share everything
I think there’s stuff your still hiding
Your holding back
Might be lying
You listen but you don’t hear
You touch but you don’t feel
Your moving but standing still
You’re a dream but you’re real
I don’t know how much I can take
Never wanted my heart to break
I’ve tried to open up and share everything
I think there’s stuff your still hiding
Your holding back
Might be lying
I want to go fast; I want to go slow
I don’t want to tell you; I want you to know
This is really me; but it’s just for show
I’ve never done this; I’m a pro
I don’t know how much you can take
And I’m scared for your sake
It’s more complex than we knew
Are we through?
Or is this just the beginning?
We’re sober
But everything’s spinning
So many differences
So much in common
So much conversation
So little talking
Is this it for you and I?
Should we quit while we’re behind
Or stay and try?
To see what we might have missed out on otherwise
So many differences
So much in common
So much conversation
So little talking
I don’t know how much we cant take
Both our hearts are at stake
I’m trapped in a storm of feelings
That’s slowly going to kill me