ive got my pajamas on, gonna run around and stand on my head before i go to bed, me & my teddy bear

[ihavblueeyes]

i just realized...i know the best gift anyone has ever given me...its on my wall and i forget about it because its so overlooked. james taylors brother wrote it for me when i was little, dont ask me how my parents know him, i have no idea...the point is. i was 3 and for christmas i got a lullaby called pajamas...the sheet music is framed and its in my room and my mom used to sing it for me when i was a wee one and when i was a little kid because i would have night terrors.

i like lullabies.
butttt...

i cant sleep and i dont like my bed.
.so
much
hurts
heart
my
or...something like that.

maybe ill just stay up all night, get up at 5 get a starbucks and go christmas shopping. maybe.