give me attention
i hate missing people. i hate missing people i know i wish i didnt miss. i hate drama. i hate it. i hate knowing i love someone. i hate knowing i want that feeling back. i hate knowing its closer than i think. i hate knowing im scared. i hate being cold. but you know what? I love knowing its close. I love being warm. i love being in his arms. and i love how stupid and damn giddy it makes me. i love how he makes my eyes glow. i hate how my best friend can see right through me. i love how right she is. i hate how he gives me butterflies. but i love how he asks me to kiss him. i love knowing nothing else matters. i hate regrets. i hate knowing shes dissiapointed. i hate knowing shes upset. i hate knowing that i push her feelings aside for me. i hate not knowing if she'll ever forgive me.