dont make a sound

[ihateyoursoup]

so i have no grad date.
grad is in 19 days.
it sucks.
i wish i was in an un-emo mood.
i wish i had someone who would buy me a cute corsage and go to grad with me.
i know his name,
and i wish it was him.
i dont think he realizes how i feel.
in fact i know he doesnt.
and one of my closest friends is going away
and not coming back.
she doesnt even know how closely i hold her to my heart.
i feel like crying.
and now my bed calls.
i cant deal.