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i'm hideous. urgh. things are ok i guess.
mother is away for the week. on holiday to poland. no i don't know why either. the house is a pure tip, has been the minute she walked out the door, but i like it. it's good when things are more laid back. da's no been making his bed again hahaha. mother is going to flip when she gets back, just noticed the council attached a bin to the lamppost outside our house again. few years back there used to be one and mother went through this whole thing to get it removed cuz it made the place all rubbish. took ages and she was pure fighting with the council. got her own way in the end. and now ones back. shes going to be raging.
i phoned up that councillor woman and just cancelled it man. well, said i've got uni and shite and i don't rly have the time and that i thought i was getting better anyways. she said she was going to 'discharge me' and i got pure scared cuz that makes it sound like i'm fucking insane or something. said she could refer me to the therapist in the uni but i dunno, rly don't want to start talking to someone new AGAIN. i'll just see how things go. my da told me to stop taking my medication but i think i might still keep taking it. just to be on the safe side.
uni's pure good. i actually enjoy learning stuff :S maybe it's cuz i've not been taught anything in ages. i actually LIKE the topics. i pure want to talk about the stuff but i realise that would be rly boring to read. i like being my own best friend. i actually don't care. i probably will end up making friends cuz sometimes i just can't help it but for the now anyways i don't need you now i've got me. yesterday i went to some internet cafe cuz i didn't want to use the computers in uni cuz it was too busy. was gr8. these middle eastern guys came in and went on the pcs next to me. they went on msn. NOW I KNOW WHY NONE OF THEM EVER HAVE REAL DISPLAY PICS...THEY ALL GO IN INTERNET CAFES. i was like lfdkgjo84769o4er7j6f and thinking man i wonder if i've ever spoken to them on hairspray_queen haha. made sense cuz whenever some of them go on webcam it looks like theyre in a cafe. i pure wanted to get a swatch of one of their email addresses but i thought fuck it i've got plenty of middle eastern perves. 600 to be exact. yas. one of them looked at this photo in his emails. it was of these three girls and i'm not even kidding they all looked at it for about 2 minutes. think about it, 2 minutes is a long time. i was actual gutting myself. it was the perfect photo opportunity :( wanted my phone so bad. i bet you i'll never see that ever again. unless i go to the same cafe everyday at the same time in the hope they will come back.
its pure weird having short hair. i'm a wee bit gutted tbh, i liked having the longest hair in the world. it's funny how i had that for like pure YEARS (well since i left school) then everyone started getting hair extensions (yah) ahead of the game m8. or just rly rly behind. fuck it. poses a slight problem for halloween though. sake i should have waited til after. glad i did it in a way but i'm going to grow it back. its actually quite good considering i hacked it off in a fit of rage. lol.
peaches tonight :)
i'm going to write about the clearly and distinctly preception just because i want to. man i'm actually such a geek, and not in the omgz i'm so geeky, the way people say it cuz they think it's cool, i'm actually being serious. actually i'm not a geek, i'm fucking amazing.
mother is away for the week. on holiday to poland. no i don't know why either. the house is a pure tip, has been the minute she walked out the door, but i like it. it's good when things are more laid back. da's no been making his bed again hahaha. mother is going to flip when she gets back, just noticed the council attached a bin to the lamppost outside our house again. few years back there used to be one and mother went through this whole thing to get it removed cuz it made the place all rubbish. took ages and she was pure fighting with the council. got her own way in the end. and now ones back. shes going to be raging.
i phoned up that councillor woman and just cancelled it man. well, said i've got uni and shite and i don't rly have the time and that i thought i was getting better anyways. she said she was going to 'discharge me' and i got pure scared cuz that makes it sound like i'm fucking insane or something. said she could refer me to the therapist in the uni but i dunno, rly don't want to start talking to someone new AGAIN. i'll just see how things go. my da told me to stop taking my medication but i think i might still keep taking it. just to be on the safe side.
uni's pure good. i actually enjoy learning stuff :S maybe it's cuz i've not been taught anything in ages. i actually LIKE the topics. i pure want to talk about the stuff but i realise that would be rly boring to read. i like being my own best friend. i actually don't care. i probably will end up making friends cuz sometimes i just can't help it but for the now anyways i don't need you now i've got me. yesterday i went to some internet cafe cuz i didn't want to use the computers in uni cuz it was too busy. was gr8. these middle eastern guys came in and went on the pcs next to me. they went on msn. NOW I KNOW WHY NONE OF THEM EVER HAVE REAL DISPLAY PICS...THEY ALL GO IN INTERNET CAFES. i was like lfdkgjo84769o4er7j6f and thinking man i wonder if i've ever spoken to them on hairspray_queen haha. made sense cuz whenever some of them go on webcam it looks like theyre in a cafe. i pure wanted to get a swatch of one of their email addresses but i thought fuck it i've got plenty of middle eastern perves. 600 to be exact. yas. one of them looked at this photo in his emails. it was of these three girls and i'm not even kidding they all looked at it for about 2 minutes. think about it, 2 minutes is a long time. i was actual gutting myself. it was the perfect photo opportunity :( wanted my phone so bad. i bet you i'll never see that ever again. unless i go to the same cafe everyday at the same time in the hope they will come back.
its pure weird having short hair. i'm a wee bit gutted tbh, i liked having the longest hair in the world. it's funny how i had that for like pure YEARS (well since i left school) then everyone started getting hair extensions (yah) ahead of the game m8. or just rly rly behind. fuck it. poses a slight problem for halloween though. sake i should have waited til after. glad i did it in a way but i'm going to grow it back. its actually quite good considering i hacked it off in a fit of rage. lol.
peaches tonight :)
i'm going to write about the clearly and distinctly preception just because i want to. man i'm actually such a geek, and not in the omgz i'm so geeky, the way people say it cuz they think it's cool, i'm actually being serious. actually i'm not a geek, i'm fucking amazing.