SOOOO.

[ihateyoureyesx3]

I was sick today.
And if you want the details.
You're sick.

I slept.
I ate.
I went online.

All and all,
I thought it was a very eventfull day.
No?

On the flip side.
I got none of my homework done.
Which sucks.

Alot.

I've just realized.
I need to go to someother social gathering other than shows.
Unless diffrent people come to shows.

Which would be fun.

But Im starting to find.
Im becoming more and more dependant
On doing things with my friends from shows on the weekends, rather than doing things with other people that i might be discludeing.

And the worst part is.
I dont if im discluding them or not.
because none of them really talk to me anymore.

Okay.
So Natalie and Julia are still here,
they dont go to shows, and I still hang out with them.

But I have a feeling its going to get to a point where I'm going to be hanging out with all the people from clevehill and shows and stuff,
and Natalie and Julia are going to get sick of it.
And they're going to stop hanging out with me all together.

And I dont want that to happen.
Because I love them.
Lots.

But then theres the other people.
Like josiah, and the rest of them.
And I dont want them to hate me either.

Because Natalie and Julia dont really get along with the people I hang out with.
And that makes me feel bad.
Because.

I dont know.
Im so confused.

On another note.
I still dont have a date for date dance.