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it is 9:30 on a friday night. and I am home. want to know why? because I'm underage and that means that all of my friends who are of age are all downtown and I get to sit alone in my room. I am such a loser. being 18 sucks. you have no social life. hahaha anyways
....it's been 39 and a half hours since I left Matt at the airport...(yes...I counted) which means theres still 192 and a half hours until I pick him up (yes I counted that too) and I have never missed anyone so bad. I never realized how much a part of my every day he was until he wasn't there. 9 days has never seemed so long....
I love you so much babe..... it's amazing how much I love you
in other news I have most definetly had the 2 most awful days of my life, the kind that make you want to cry by lunch and shoot yourself in the face by dinner. I hate work. no scratch that. I hate people that shop where I work...(yea and I hate work too)....some people just need a good smack god damn it. know what else I hate? ladders. big ladders. such as the one a staples that I fell down not just yesterday, but again today. I definetly broke somthing when I went down today. stupid ladders. ( note to self...no more 15 hour days... blah)
anyways on to happier subjects ... Matt's home in 192 hours and 20 minutes.....I know I'm pathetic...but he's just so damn cute :) I can't help it :) mmmmmm now to soak in a bubble bath....this may not be a complete waste of a friday night... :) whoo whoo