Aug 27, 2004 15:54
well theres no way of getting around it, so i'll just say it.
me and mark broke up last night. it was more him than me i think. i understand where he's coming from. it is really hard to date someone when he's in college and i'm in high school. i was willing to try though. try for a little while.
i could feel this coming on. i knew he probably wouldn't want to go out much longer. but i just thought it was going to be awhile. try it for a little bit. but hey, i really can't do anything about what he wants except.. accept it and move on. and i probably wont move on for a while. but whatever.
my friends are there for me. and i guess thats all i really need for now. school sucked today though. and it's going to suck for a little while too.
but tonight i'm going out to dinner with ian and my mom to celebrate ian's first week of college. then i'm going over to kaleigh's because she's having a party just for me to cheer me up. love that girl.
and really, the "i told you so's" are really unnecessary, so don't bother wasting your breath people, i've heard enough of it already.