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today i learned that i cant go back to school for another year. i cried instantly. in front of my mother. i hardly ever try to cry in front of people, especially my mother. normally i save that sort of thing for people like chris who sees me cry so often that he sometimes can even just pretend like its not even happening...which is what i like about it. anyway, i am feeling pretty crappy right now about my life situation and in need of some cheering up.
other than that not too much has been going on really. same old things. ive been hanging out with my friend tom almost every day and i really enjoy his company. sometimes i think about how he doesnt even really live in florida and how in january he will be gone and that makes me wonder if we will even be friends still when he leaves. its pretty random. i met him one day and then hung out with him every day after that. its been about two or three weeks now. i guess thats how my life operates though, pretty randomly.
i miss nichole and peter and am mostly sad that their life there isnt going the way that they expected it to go. thats the problem when you move somewhere is that it always takes time getting used to it. and then once you do, its hard to leave. it will be hard for them for a while im sure thinking they have more than one place that they really considered home. but hopefully they will come and visit soon and i hope we still keep in touch, although i am sure that we will.
i have to get out of the library. suddely i am popular today and my phone keeps vibrating.
other than that not too much has been going on really. same old things. ive been hanging out with my friend tom almost every day and i really enjoy his company. sometimes i think about how he doesnt even really live in florida and how in january he will be gone and that makes me wonder if we will even be friends still when he leaves. its pretty random. i met him one day and then hung out with him every day after that. its been about two or three weeks now. i guess thats how my life operates though, pretty randomly.
i miss nichole and peter and am mostly sad that their life there isnt going the way that they expected it to go. thats the problem when you move somewhere is that it always takes time getting used to it. and then once you do, its hard to leave. it will be hard for them for a while im sure thinking they have more than one place that they really considered home. but hopefully they will come and visit soon and i hope we still keep in touch, although i am sure that we will.
i have to get out of the library. suddely i am popular today and my phone keeps vibrating.