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Jan 29, 2009 02:48



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This was me then.

Fake, Unsure, Afraid, Full of Lies, Weak, Too Skinny, Cocky, Obnoxious, Problems, & Extremely Naive.
If you look close enough you can see my mask.





My name is Kle [Kelly].
I just turned 20 years old & I'll be 21 on December 29th.
My life belongs to Jesus Christ, My Savior. I'm not Worthy but He loves & accepts me anyways.
I am currently looking for new employment. Got anything? Let me know.
I'm taken by Brent Provost &
have been for going over a year now.
I decided that I'm going to start college in the Fall of '09 and that I want to major in psychology.
I've decided on that field because of my life experiences.
I can't wait.
I've been on probation going on 2 1/2 years now & I'll finally be finished on August 3rd, 2009.
It's been a long, bumpy road but I can almost taste the freedom.
I'm pretty argumentative and outspoken mainly because I don’t like to keep my feelings bottled up inside anymore.
I’m obsessed w/ smoking cigarettes, taking pictures, cuddling, inane sarcasm, mascara, and doing random, pointless, exciting things.
I can’t dance but I’d like to know how. I definitely cannot sing anymore. My voice ran away to someone else, I guess.
I’ve done a lot of messed up things in my past which not only effected me but also my old friends and more importantly my family. I am not proud of my past but it has made me who I am today. If I could change my past, I wouldn't. It was silly but I still did it to myself.
I've chosen not to hold onto the shame or guilt of it anymore. I've gained a lot from my experiences in life already & I am grateful to have learned it so young in life.
I've gained wisdom, strength, knowledge of who my friends really were, and forgiveness from my past.
You won't see any of that crazy stuff from my past in me today. Nothing.
I don't claim to be cured but I have worked very hard to come this far
and I won't go back for anything or anyone. My past has made me a better person and more mindful of others. If you want to continue to judge me for my past then go ahead.
I’m done trying to prove anything to anyone.
Embarrassed or ashamed of me because of my past?
Then take it somewhere else! I don't need you in my life.
Moving on, haha.
My favorite color is red but that changes with the season. My favorite food will always be eggrolls but my favorite kind of food is definitely Cajun.
My family means the world to me! I don't know where I would be or what I would do without them.

I love my life and wouldn’t trade it for anything.





This is me now.

Real, Collected, Brave, Honest, Strong, Average, Cautious, Reserved, Been There Done That, & Alot Wiser.

Sometimes I start to miss my past but then,
I snap back to reality and wonder what’s to miss? The present with its everyday difficulties is bliss.
Now I know what it feels like to be free & I have nothing to hide.




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