Turn my life upside down Chapter 15
Title: Turn my life upside down
Author: ihatetarts
Chapter: 15
Beta: foryouforever
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance/Drama
Pairing: Pierre/David Seb/Chuck
Summary: Pierre meets David at school. After some time their friendship turns into a relationship. Suddenly David acts weird and wants to keep it a secret.
Disclaimer: fiction
Authors note:SORRY that it took me so long but a lot of things changed in my life...
Dedication:innocenc_e foryouforever
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Suddenly someone's trying to me pull me away but I struggle to not leave this place. Then I notice the ambulance men who move a gurney beside Sebastien to get him into the ambulance. Frozen I watch them take my friend away from me until I get up to come with them. "Hey, wait for me."
"Who are you?" One of the men asks me while I stare at Sebastien laying in this ambulance getting first aid.
"I'm the only one he's got." I tell him and he nods understanding, so I get into it and try to stand close to his passed out frame without distrubing the ambulance men. Because his head is hurt the most they are occupied there and I just can hold his hand and trying to not cry anymore.
It feels like the ride is taking hours.
***
When we finally arrive at the hospital the men point out to me that I need to stay in the waiting room. I watch them disappearing in the emergency room, my clenched fists are still red from his blood.
For some minutes I don't move not even when I hear the guys coming from behind. One of them takes my hand. David of course. I turn around to face them and then I notice we're not completely, the girls I think are home but... "Where's Chuck?" I ask them and look into desperate eyes. Finally Jeff answers me.
"He... he said he's going to get the ass of the bastard who did this to him." Because my questining look tells them that Chuck can't know who did this to him David starts to speak.
"I told him. " He stares at the floor and holds my hand tighter. "I'm sure it was the same guy who threatened me." I was about to explode any second. There are so many thoughts and questions rushing through my mind. "I should have.. I mean I let him sign his own death warrant." David cries out, I hug him because I know he didn't do it to get Chuck in trouble. We sit on the seats in silent for at least five minutes. The working doctors and nurses with their patients are the only ones who are making noises.
"It's my fault. I made him go with me to the prom. He was innocent. I shouldn't have involved him into it. This shitty asshole would never have got to know if I.... I knew there are some homophobic shitheads around but I didn't want to believe that something like that could really happen to us. Just because I'm so stubborn... prove you you're wrong, nothing's gonna happen you'll see." I stand up when I imitate myself with the words I said. Then it hits me. The thought which hasn't come to my mind yet. "It could have been you." I look at David whose wet eyes widen. "If you didn't make me hide us you would be the one laying in this room in pain!" I say a bit too loudly and point at the door where I had to leave Sebastien.
"Don't say that!" David yells while Jeff and Patrick just sit helplessly next to his left.
"Why not?! You know I'm right because you were right the whole time!"
"No, I wasn't! This fucking moment in the gym, we both together in front of everybody. I've never felt as good as in this moment. Of course it shouldn't end in a fucking hospital but... I don't wanna hide anymore!" He pulls me to him to sit beside him. "We'll find a way."
A man who looks like a doctor walks out of the door into our direction. "Are you related to the young man who just came in?"
"We're his friends." I state
"Sorry, but I can only inform relatives about his condition." He tells us and we frown.
Before he can go on talking Patrick says: "His name is Sebastien Lefebvre. I already informed his family." The doctor nods and with his mimic I think he wants to tell us that Sebastien is going to be ok. I feel really bad that I haven't even wasted a thought on informing his family but I'm relieved that he's not going to die. "Now we know he's getting better I go searching for Chuck." We all agree because if someone can defend himself and other people it's Patrick. I'm just hoping Chuck is ok too.
***
Few minutes later his parents arrive agitatedly. Jeff walks over to them and tells them that we think he's going to be ok but the doctor wasn't allowed to give us more informations and Jeff explains them what happened. David is still crying into my shoulder but the guilt is all on . In silent we keep waiting. Mrs. Lefebvre tries to hold back her tears and her husband walks up and down the hall like some wild cat.
When the nurse tells us that he is awake and few of us are allowed to visit him his parants go first of course. As soon as they come out they tell us that he's got two broken rips, a brain concussion and a big laceration on his head. We enter his room, I walk in at last because my guilt almost stops me from entering at all. Jeff sits down on Sebastiens right and me and David on his left. I can't even look into his eyes, the guilt is eating me up.
"How are you?" Jeff asks him gently. Sebastien's voice is thin and breathy.
"Haven't felt so good in years." He laughs, same Sebastien as always. So deep sunk in my thoughts I almost don't listen to what they are talking about.
Just when I hear my name I get back into reality. "Would you leave me and Pierre alone?" They do and I finally look at him. It's hard to stand this sight, wrapped up in dressing and bruises on his face "It's not your fault, Pierre." I shake my head and squint my eyes to prevent another tear to run down my cheeks unsuccessfully. "Look at me. I knew about the danger, the guy.... I don't regret that night, maybe walking out of the gym alone but not my coming out with my best friend." He gives me a smile and I take his hand in mine.
"I'm sorry Sebastien."
"Don't be. You know I love you, Bouvier.
"I love you too." We hug but it's hard to not hurt him by doing so.
"Where's Chuck by the way?"
"He wants to kick the ass of the shitface." I answer him. But it makes him angry to know.
"And you let him go?!" His upper body moves a bit up which hurts him obviously because of his broken rips.
"I didn't know, I was in the ambulance. Jeff told me while we were waiting. Patrick is searching for him." He leans back into his bed not able to stand the pain any longer.
"What about you and Davey? Back to your lovebirds state?" I shake my head unsure what to say. The time wasn't enough yet to really think about something as unimportant as our disagreement. We just had another fight because we both changed our minds. Sure in the end I hugged him and we stopped fighting but it will take some more time and talking to fix things between us.
"There's a lot left to talk about but I'm sure we can fix things."
Author: ihatetarts
Chapter: 15
Beta: foryouforever
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance/Drama
Pairing: Pierre/David Seb/Chuck
Summary: Pierre meets David at school. After some time their friendship turns into a relationship. Suddenly David acts weird and wants to keep it a secret.
Disclaimer: fiction
Authors note:SORRY that it took me so long but a lot of things changed in my life...
Dedication:innocenc_e foryouforever
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Suddenly someone's trying to me pull me away but I struggle to not leave this place. Then I notice the ambulance men who move a gurney beside Sebastien to get him into the ambulance. Frozen I watch them take my friend away from me until I get up to come with them. "Hey, wait for me."
"Who are you?" One of the men asks me while I stare at Sebastien laying in this ambulance getting first aid.
"I'm the only one he's got." I tell him and he nods understanding, so I get into it and try to stand close to his passed out frame without distrubing the ambulance men. Because his head is hurt the most they are occupied there and I just can hold his hand and trying to not cry anymore.
It feels like the ride is taking hours.
***
When we finally arrive at the hospital the men point out to me that I need to stay in the waiting room. I watch them disappearing in the emergency room, my clenched fists are still red from his blood.
For some minutes I don't move not even when I hear the guys coming from behind. One of them takes my hand. David of course. I turn around to face them and then I notice we're not completely, the girls I think are home but... "Where's Chuck?" I ask them and look into desperate eyes. Finally Jeff answers me.
"He... he said he's going to get the ass of the bastard who did this to him." Because my questining look tells them that Chuck can't know who did this to him David starts to speak.
"I told him. " He stares at the floor and holds my hand tighter. "I'm sure it was the same guy who threatened me." I was about to explode any second. There are so many thoughts and questions rushing through my mind. "I should have.. I mean I let him sign his own death warrant." David cries out, I hug him because I know he didn't do it to get Chuck in trouble. We sit on the seats in silent for at least five minutes. The working doctors and nurses with their patients are the only ones who are making noises.
"It's my fault. I made him go with me to the prom. He was innocent. I shouldn't have involved him into it. This shitty asshole would never have got to know if I.... I knew there are some homophobic shitheads around but I didn't want to believe that something like that could really happen to us. Just because I'm so stubborn... prove you you're wrong, nothing's gonna happen you'll see." I stand up when I imitate myself with the words I said. Then it hits me. The thought which hasn't come to my mind yet. "It could have been you." I look at David whose wet eyes widen. "If you didn't make me hide us you would be the one laying in this room in pain!" I say a bit too loudly and point at the door where I had to leave Sebastien.
"Don't say that!" David yells while Jeff and Patrick just sit helplessly next to his left.
"Why not?! You know I'm right because you were right the whole time!"
"No, I wasn't! This fucking moment in the gym, we both together in front of everybody. I've never felt as good as in this moment. Of course it shouldn't end in a fucking hospital but... I don't wanna hide anymore!" He pulls me to him to sit beside him. "We'll find a way."
A man who looks like a doctor walks out of the door into our direction. "Are you related to the young man who just came in?"
"We're his friends." I state
"Sorry, but I can only inform relatives about his condition." He tells us and we frown.
Before he can go on talking Patrick says: "His name is Sebastien Lefebvre. I already informed his family." The doctor nods and with his mimic I think he wants to tell us that Sebastien is going to be ok. I feel really bad that I haven't even wasted a thought on informing his family but I'm relieved that he's not going to die. "Now we know he's getting better I go searching for Chuck." We all agree because if someone can defend himself and other people it's Patrick. I'm just hoping Chuck is ok too.
***
Few minutes later his parents arrive agitatedly. Jeff walks over to them and tells them that we think he's going to be ok but the doctor wasn't allowed to give us more informations and Jeff explains them what happened. David is still crying into my shoulder but the guilt is all on . In silent we keep waiting. Mrs. Lefebvre tries to hold back her tears and her husband walks up and down the hall like some wild cat.
When the nurse tells us that he is awake and few of us are allowed to visit him his parants go first of course. As soon as they come out they tell us that he's got two broken rips, a brain concussion and a big laceration on his head. We enter his room, I walk in at last because my guilt almost stops me from entering at all. Jeff sits down on Sebastiens right and me and David on his left. I can't even look into his eyes, the guilt is eating me up.
"How are you?" Jeff asks him gently. Sebastien's voice is thin and breathy.
"Haven't felt so good in years." He laughs, same Sebastien as always. So deep sunk in my thoughts I almost don't listen to what they are talking about.
Just when I hear my name I get back into reality. "Would you leave me and Pierre alone?" They do and I finally look at him. It's hard to stand this sight, wrapped up in dressing and bruises on his face "It's not your fault, Pierre." I shake my head and squint my eyes to prevent another tear to run down my cheeks unsuccessfully. "Look at me. I knew about the danger, the guy.... I don't regret that night, maybe walking out of the gym alone but not my coming out with my best friend." He gives me a smile and I take his hand in mine.
"I'm sorry Sebastien."
"Don't be. You know I love you, Bouvier.
"I love you too." We hug but it's hard to not hurt him by doing so.
"Where's Chuck by the way?"
"He wants to kick the ass of the shitface." I answer him. But it makes him angry to know.
"And you let him go?!" His upper body moves a bit up which hurts him obviously because of his broken rips.
"I didn't know, I was in the ambulance. Jeff told me while we were waiting. Patrick is searching for him." He leans back into his bed not able to stand the pain any longer.
"What about you and Davey? Back to your lovebirds state?" I shake my head unsure what to say. The time wasn't enough yet to really think about something as unimportant as our disagreement. We just had another fight because we both changed our minds. Sure in the end I hugged him and we stopped fighting but it will take some more time and talking to fix things between us.
"There's a lot left to talk about but I'm sure we can fix things."