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toronto is so weird to me. big cities overwhelm me in the weirdest way...montreal, toronto, vancouver...lesser vancouver than the rest though. montreal and toronto almost give me anxiety. strange stuff.
this weather is pretty good lately. although it did take me 1 hour to get from gatineau to gatineau. yes. gatineau to gatineau. normally a 15 drive to jam. that was a bit of a bummer, but everything was really pretty.
starting tomorrow, i jam basically everyday until monday. should be fun. recording on sunday. my new bass drum pedal rules and i'm so in love with it. it basically brings my bass drum to life...i suppose that sounds weird if you have no idea what i'm talking about.
tonight jessamy and i had a talk that was about 45 minutes long. i felt terrible walking into it but great walking out. i'm learning to talk about things versus clamming up and keeping to myself. it's proving really really hard for me to work past the mentality that people cause more problems for me than anything but i'm learning. it hard to talk to people though when you're as self sufficient as i (think i) am. i've turned into a bitter man and jessamy is the girl helping me out of it. i love you.
i'm going to try and be less up and down with my entries because apparently only being "inspired" to write when you're down or really stoked doesn't please certain people. how entertaining are entries that are basically "my day was mediocre. i did nothing. my job is not busy. i read on the job."?
in my defense, i do realize that my journal goes up and down. i honestly think it's really funny to read and see me going from high to low. it's so fucked how could you not laugh? and, how can i be taken seriously all the time? unrelated, i think the entries containing pictures about my cut finger were some of my best.
longest entry ever.
this weather is pretty good lately. although it did take me 1 hour to get from gatineau to gatineau. yes. gatineau to gatineau. normally a 15 drive to jam. that was a bit of a bummer, but everything was really pretty.
starting tomorrow, i jam basically everyday until monday. should be fun. recording on sunday. my new bass drum pedal rules and i'm so in love with it. it basically brings my bass drum to life...i suppose that sounds weird if you have no idea what i'm talking about.
tonight jessamy and i had a talk that was about 45 minutes long. i felt terrible walking into it but great walking out. i'm learning to talk about things versus clamming up and keeping to myself. it's proving really really hard for me to work past the mentality that people cause more problems for me than anything but i'm learning. it hard to talk to people though when you're as self sufficient as i (think i) am. i've turned into a bitter man and jessamy is the girl helping me out of it. i love you.
i'm going to try and be less up and down with my entries because apparently only being "inspired" to write when you're down or really stoked doesn't please certain people. how entertaining are entries that are basically "my day was mediocre. i did nothing. my job is not busy. i read on the job."?
in my defense, i do realize that my journal goes up and down. i honestly think it's really funny to read and see me going from high to low. it's so fucked how could you not laugh? and, how can i be taken seriously all the time? unrelated, i think the entries containing pictures about my cut finger were some of my best.
longest entry ever.