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sooo the my first semester at college is almost over
i go home soon and im not looking forward to that to be honest
i feel like i just got everything settled here and im finally making progress
just to leave
i love my friends here and although i miss my friends back home i havnt talked to them in awhile
i really dont want to go home and answer the questions that i know i havnt even thought about myself
and im not sure what this break will do for me
ive been having nightmares (of course) and they've been pretty bad i think becuase some of them are more realistic than others
i think that worries me the most
because what would i do if it actually came true
i mean not the fact of how it happened but the fact of why it happened?
im confused
i dont think this entry made any sense but im ok with that
just needed a vent
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much for knowing where u stand....
i go home soon and im not looking forward to that to be honest
i feel like i just got everything settled here and im finally making progress
just to leave
i love my friends here and although i miss my friends back home i havnt talked to them in awhile
i really dont want to go home and answer the questions that i know i havnt even thought about myself
and im not sure what this break will do for me
ive been having nightmares (of course) and they've been pretty bad i think becuase some of them are more realistic than others
i think that worries me the most
because what would i do if it actually came true
i mean not the fact of how it happened but the fact of why it happened?
im confused
i dont think this entry made any sense but im ok with that
just needed a vent
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much for knowing where u stand....