May 20, 2008 23:40
now that ive said that let me go on. This week has been hell, i hate it although there have been some parts of it that are amaising it sucks. it really sucks because the amaising parts would have been enough to make me smile for a week just thinking about it but with everything thats going on they are shut out and pushed asside. i hate my emotions, or rather the lack there of. i hate that i have to concider other people when i have a conversation with someone about something that is bothering me
i love Donelle. i love the way that she makes me feel like everything i do and say... actually makese sense. espically when we both know im crazy and retarded when it comes to me decision makeing skills. i love that when i talk to her i know i dont have to watch what i say, or make sure i word it right so it doesnt get taken the wrong way. i love that no matter what i always have some one to come to my house and take me out to make me feel better (even if we didnt get chineese)
this week has been shitty... its only tuesday i cant stand weeks like this.
its dragging on
i just want to get out of town with Becky this weekend that is the one thing im excited for!
~Deb~
just gotta deal right???
so much for knowing where u stand....