short rant about nothing at all.. and yet everything at the same time
my last post was pretty selfish and i realize that... but after i posted that my week just flipped
yes i had a selfish moment but after that it wasnt about me which is good, im not good in situations where i can cpncentrate on myself... im better when it comes to concidering other people and taking the action which it best for them
this past week was like the week from hell.. i had a family issue, i had a friends issue, i had a personal issue, i had another family issue, all in all i just have issues... but all in all i've dealt pretty well concidering. i think the decitions i have made with everything have been good ones and i regret nothing that i have done. o i think as i stand now i have my head on straight and im moveing forward.
with everything that has happened over the last week though, i havent had a chance to talk to pete after my mom aparenly fliped out on him when he called... whoops? maybe ill call tonight? idk
this just has been one of those weeks where there are some things that no matter how hard you try you just cant totally block out the things you wish to just forget forever
its hard to remember some of those thigns not matter how good or bad they where at the time
ive decided that no matter what people say..
people always change
theres nothing anyone can do about it
i know i have changed
and i'd like to think that its for the better
but who and i to judge?
ive decided to be indifferent towards it all
and just take life as it comes
for now
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much for knowing where u stand....
yes i had a selfish moment but after that it wasnt about me which is good, im not good in situations where i can cpncentrate on myself... im better when it comes to concidering other people and taking the action which it best for them
this past week was like the week from hell.. i had a family issue, i had a friends issue, i had a personal issue, i had another family issue, all in all i just have issues... but all in all i've dealt pretty well concidering. i think the decitions i have made with everything have been good ones and i regret nothing that i have done. o i think as i stand now i have my head on straight and im moveing forward.
with everything that has happened over the last week though, i havent had a chance to talk to pete after my mom aparenly fliped out on him when he called... whoops? maybe ill call tonight? idk
this just has been one of those weeks where there are some things that no matter how hard you try you just cant totally block out the things you wish to just forget forever
its hard to remember some of those thigns not matter how good or bad they where at the time
ive decided that no matter what people say..
people always change
theres nothing anyone can do about it
i know i have changed
and i'd like to think that its for the better
but who and i to judge?
ive decided to be indifferent towards it all
and just take life as it comes
for now
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much for knowing where u stand....