this is mostly about swimteam.. and me bitching...
i cant wait 4 the end of swimteam... its sad i know but i really cant. i love the grls on the team they are my support when im haveing a bad day and i need some1 just 2 make me laugh thats when they come in handy all of them.. i dont think id still b on the team if it werent 4 some of them homestly but with that being said i still cant stand Jess she knows how 2 get under my skin and shes damn good @ it btw... *sighs* idk im not used 2 the whole not respecting my coach and just being afraid of what ill do 2 get bitched at next... i never EVER had that problem with Chris but thats different i sapose... but i never ha that issue with Bill either so idk but i think its starting 2 get 2 me becasue i keep randomly flipping out on ppl... yes more than usual which is ALOT... ive also been very stressed which isnt helped by the fact that i broke the chain on my necklace... so i keep scratching @ my neck because im OCD and its how i chill and shit.. soooo now i dont have it..
me Jen and Cara were talking inbetween sets 2day about random shit like being "happy" and "bad" and "flirting" and as danielle thinks "whos a lesbian" lmao it waz awsome... i dont know where i would b w/o Jen being there 4 me cara 2 shes awsome...
i do miss all my friends @ the mall because i ahvent been there (except 4 saturday) in awhile i saw cassi but i still miss seeing her every week i miss every1 there but hey shit happens right? hopefully ill b able 2 go soon but not 4 a few weeks i think? idk yet because i ahve a meet this friday next friday is the happoween dance and the friday after that is sectionals... so maybe the week after that? idk yet
i cant wait till i dont have swimteam and i can get a job or even just come home and chill.. i miss haveing my days home alone its peaceful compaired 2 haveing my parents home... i hate that...
ok im done im bored'
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much 4 knowing where u stand....
me Jen and Cara were talking inbetween sets 2day about random shit like being "happy" and "bad" and "flirting" and as danielle thinks "whos a lesbian" lmao it waz awsome... i dont know where i would b w/o Jen being there 4 me cara 2 shes awsome...
i do miss all my friends @ the mall because i ahvent been there (except 4 saturday) in awhile i saw cassi but i still miss seeing her every week i miss every1 there but hey shit happens right? hopefully ill b able 2 go soon but not 4 a few weeks i think? idk yet because i ahve a meet this friday next friday is the happoween dance and the friday after that is sectionals... so maybe the week after that? idk yet
i cant wait till i dont have swimteam and i can get a job or even just come home and chill.. i miss haveing my days home alone its peaceful compaired 2 haveing my parents home... i hate that...
ok im done im bored'
~Deb~
just gotta deal right??
so much 4 knowing where u stand....