It's been a while..
Jesus I haven't updated in a long time. Jeez allot has changed. My mother had lost her job and got kicked out of our house just before this happened I decided that I wanted to move into A.J.'s but hadn't told her. So everything worked out for the better at least as of now. She got back on her feet and soon as Ramsese moves out of his house she will have her own place again. I live at A.J.'s. People told me that I would hate it and blah, blah but nothing is really that different. We fight more but that is to be expected with seeing each other 24 hours a day. I think things would be SO much better if we got our own place. That’s why I’m trying so hard to get this job at Wachovia. The assessment for it is Tuesday. But now I’m working at Big Lots. I’m really going to try to save up some money. Because a one bedroom apt is not that much money at all. As for things with me and my mother they are pretty good. I think we get along so much better living apart. We go out usually on Sundays to dinner or something. Today I went to watch the Steelers game. I love going to bars and drinking. LOL. especially when its free. Next weekend the Steelers are going to play the dolphins and we are sooo fucking there. i cant fucking wait!
Hmm.. Lets see what else is up? Trying to get back on my feet. hopefully Wachovia will bring me future job opportunities. I hope i can go to school and work my way up. I really don’t do shit anymore. nothing sit here with AJ and deal with fucking video games. That shit is fucking crack yo, seriously. It’s like an addiction. It’s pretty sad actually. ugh.
On a different note. I am pretty content with my life, at least at the moment. I have a home, (whether they like it or not lol) a job, a better job in the future, a boyfriend that I love with everything I have and I’m sure he feels the same, and I have amazing friends. I may not have very many of them, in fact I think I can count them on one hand, but the ones I do have I know are my real friends. And that means ALOT to me. I would so rather have a handful f amazing friendships then several more that are fake. I got sick of being fake. I guess everything happens for reasons. I’m glad I got a chance to grow the fuck up. I really needed to accomplish that much. I do wish that there were ways that I could have salvaged one particular friendship, it was a really good one. But I tried as hard as I thought was necessary, but I guess you just have to let some things go. That is life.
So nothing really major has went on recently other then Amy getting married. And I was a bridesmaid. It was a lot of fun. The other Amy did my hair and make-up. She made me so pretty. I guess that is everything that is new in my life. So I will leave on that note. - Fellony
Hmm.. Lets see what else is up? Trying to get back on my feet. hopefully Wachovia will bring me future job opportunities. I hope i can go to school and work my way up. I really don’t do shit anymore. nothing sit here with AJ and deal with fucking video games. That shit is fucking crack yo, seriously. It’s like an addiction. It’s pretty sad actually. ugh.
On a different note. I am pretty content with my life, at least at the moment. I have a home, (whether they like it or not lol) a job, a better job in the future, a boyfriend that I love with everything I have and I’m sure he feels the same, and I have amazing friends. I may not have very many of them, in fact I think I can count them on one hand, but the ones I do have I know are my real friends. And that means ALOT to me. I would so rather have a handful f amazing friendships then several more that are fake. I got sick of being fake. I guess everything happens for reasons. I’m glad I got a chance to grow the fuck up. I really needed to accomplish that much. I do wish that there were ways that I could have salvaged one particular friendship, it was a really good one. But I tried as hard as I thought was necessary, but I guess you just have to let some things go. That is life.
So nothing really major has went on recently other then Amy getting married. And I was a bridesmaid. It was a lot of fun. The other Amy did my hair and make-up. She made me so pretty. I guess that is everything that is new in my life. So I will leave on that note. - Fellony