Jan 24, 2005 22:19
tomorow i will be going out with Blaine for 3 weeks. maybe i am just stupid and young (same thing as far as i can tell) but that seems like a crazy long time.
We had a fight today. it was so horrible. it made me realize how much i really do like and need him. need a guy how pathetic but whatever. WHile Blaine was mad and not talking to me it felt as if everything was falling apart. in these last few months everything seems to be gioing great in my life for once. and that would disinegrate if Blaine left. which would suck greatly.
I am still in awe that Blaine likes me. that's just shocking. i am so lucky. and it all happened so quickly too. crazy. rambling on now.
i heard the song "she's got issues" by The Offspring today and it reminds me off me and i think Blaine has to agree with me on that one especially after today.