Feb 04, 2005 09:50
Me and my parents got in a fight. It was a about somethin stupid I don't really remember what it was. It was about homework or something shitty like that. My mom said that I was a horrible person and something in my brain turned off, and all of a sudden I like being called horrible things. I liked to be humilliated. As weird as that sounds it's true. How the hell did this happen. Now whenever people call me names or make fun off me it doesn't bother me at all. Is there something wrong with me or do other people act the same way?
Why do people want to hurt me so bad? I'm never mean to anyone but for some reason I feel like I'm a target for everyone else. I'm like a sitting duck. It may be because I'm nice that people make fun me, because they know that I'm not gunna fight back. I don't like to cause confrontations between myself and others. Maybe I should start standing up for myself or maybe I should stay the same way I am now. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO U!?