im so fucking stupid

[ihateme_die]

im so stupid
i always open up to guys and then they hurt me
i know i shouldn't trust them ...
but i always do
now he knows about my cuts
, well some of them,
i was going to kill myself last night
i didn't know how to though
the only pills my family have are ibuprofen
how much do you have to take to die
anybody know
???
he said if i killed myself he would too
i just said whatever
he doesn't care about me that much
he just wants action
not me
he asked me if he could have me
he doesn't want me forever
nobody does
i ruin everybodies life
i can't do anything right
i bring out the worst in people
so i should die
goodbye