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[ihateme_die]

today i made some joke about cheating on something that you can't cheat on
HE said what your cheating on me
i said what?!? no
i lied
i can't believe it
i mean what was i supposed to do say yes
he wouldh've thought i was just kidding
like he was
i want to die
why did i do that
now i lied to him
sometimes i forget about it
but whenever im alone
or he says he loves me
it haunts me
im a terrible person and...
i should die