belly..how you ache..

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I was feeling really crappy when I woke up, but thus I still went places with Matthew.
I actually forget where we went..but I know we got pizza and i rented shark tale.
Which I might say was interesting..but not better then nemo or monsters inc.
So, I sat down and watched tv for a little bit after that..
Matthew dilly dallied on the computer until he had to work..
I made stupid comments to him..much like wise he did to me.
The normal lifestyle of us..I laughed..he laughed..
I tend to do retarded things while he is around just to make him smile.
You know that dog commercial..where the dog tilts his head everytime the bag zips closed and open?
I do that along with the dog..and he laughs at me..must be highly amusing.
Um..on other things..I cleaned the house..it smells really pretty.
I hate living with two men..well, I despised Matthew's habits..I got use to them though.
So, I'm guessing I'll have to adjust to his dad..although, I do still get angry..
well, not angry..I just get annoyed easily. I washed the dishes..I did laundry..
I even cleaned the dreaded bathroom..which given two days..will be destroyed all to hell.
I am supposing..well I know it was all worth it just to see Matt come home and smile.
I try sometimes..but I guess I get lazy..
thus leading me to the conclusion of my story.
I'm not sleeping right now?! Want to know why that is?
I don't eat right..and I don't try to go to bed early..
which in return screws up my whole body routine.
So, I have decided..to eat right..and try to sleep right.
My next..goal..*blinks* plus I feel I am getting the chubs on my stomach.
I fear being fat..so, I will work it out.
I have to figure out..how to eat right too..I don't think I even know how.
I eat a bunch of junk food..which doesn't necessarily make me happy in the long run..
just for the present time being it does..then I regret it.
So, any suggestions? I'm open for ideas.

also, today..I saw Matthew's smile..he held my hand alot..
which hand holding isn't a big deal to him..
it is to me..plus hugs..and love..and attention..
therefore, marked down as another lovely day..
for another loving long eternity of fornever.

he makes my world spin round on it's axis.

h1>LJ Interests meme results

1. bracelets:
   I don't think I go a day without wearing a bracelet. I find it funny because when I was younger. I couldn't keep them..I'd lose them the day I received them. Now, I've grown older..I have so many bracelets..They would probably cover each arm fully ..if I wore them all. So, thus ends that story..I'm a pack rat. =)
2. converge:
   Converge..hmphh..I use to like them a ton, but somehow I gre away from them. I guess I got more mellow and didn't want to hear the screaming anymore. Perhaps, someday..I will get angry again and enjoy loud raspy music.
3. dell computers:
   dell computers? I actually put that on my interests..I must be diluted..Anyways, I think they are nifty machines..I'm not obsessed with them though..and I would not try to insert my strap on into the cdrom drive.
4. food:
   Who doesn't like food? This probably makes me sound like a fat kid who can't get seperated from his hidden stash of twinkies. I'm the first to admit..I will eat just about anything that isn't green, liverish or tuna fishie smell. I am down for just about anything that is not beyond those limits..and No, I won't eat cow eyeballs..or gizzards..anything like that..disgusting.
5. in flames:
   in flames! weee..Okay, I like In Flames..because the guitars and the guy's voice. I also like In Flames because of when I hear them..I automatically think of Matthew. So, that will forever be in my memory..plus the music is great and lyrics are awesome. =)
6. lacuna coil:
   lacuna coil..influenced by Bill..Also know as big fat gay Bill. He said their music was good. so, I decided to listen..I am not a die hard fan..I think the music is okay.
7. moo:
   The famous word moo. You will catch me saying this often. I get frustrated and just blurt it out. I also say it to amuse people when they are sad. I think cows are awesome..but the noise they make is much better. It's an obsession.
8. nirvana:
   nirvana? I'm not a die hard..OMG KURT COBAIN RAWKERZ FAN..I liked the music. I appreciated what the lyrics meant..I'm not going to bitch and moan..kurt cobain was the greatest that ever lived. he shot himself..he was a drug addict..he died..other then that..i wish everyone would stop whining over it..and just appreciate the music.
9. rammstein:
   rammstein..I actually first heard them..and still to this day can't understand german. Although, I love the way the guy sings.
10. the fairly odd parents:
    Who doesn't love Timmy, Cosmo and Wanda? This show is fucking awesome. If you don't watch it. You are missing out and it's your loss. =)

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