eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

[ihatecellphones]

today has been so long. so yesterday as in sunday i decided to stay up all night cause i had a final at 7 in the morning and usually i don't go to sleep till 3 or 4 at night so i said fuck it, and pulled an all nighter. so i drank tea and chatted with a friend for a few hours. then later, well i watched the sun come up, which was awesome. it was a weird day tho i went to my final took it went home and and tried to sleep, but it was really bright in my room, but finally i fell asleep. so i woke up at 2:29 a minute before my alarm was set by a friend who i haven't talked to in a long time, so it was cool, but when i woke up it really seemed as tho i had never gone to sleep, i mean i was awake but it just seemed like it was the same day. so soon after i met up with a friend at jamba juice and talked for hours. kinda random, then later my friend gave me a bag of 40 condoms. Really weird but thats pretty much the past 2 days. so still it feels like its sunday. i kinda like this feeling. it brings balance to a more or less structure life. i need more of these, and anyone wants to join you are welcome to do so. in all i had fun. this weird couple of days have made me realize how much fun you can have by not really doing anything at all, just sitting back and enjoying sporadic events that occur.

also i just watched the movie in which this entry is titled, and it really make me think of how i need to really hold on to what i have, and have fun with it, cause it won't be there forever, this is the kinda thing i have been looking for. sorta the guidance i have been looking for. i know its not like a guide but the idea behind it and the meaning of it all just makes me really think about what i'm doing in my life.