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i agree w/ most of this. if you dont like this, dont comment.
Mind clogged by confusion and deceit.
I thought you spoke of truth and beginnings.
Your intensions were nothing of the sort.
We kissed.
Your moist lips pressed tightly to mine.
Your hands running over my blushing checks.
My mind wondering what's next.
Best friends don't kiss?
Our moment...gone.
Was I used? By my best friend?
Was I blinded by my feelings?
Was I all too willing to just plummet
Into something I thought would be real?
Then you tell me you're still attached to her.
But I was the one who helped you through it all.
REMEMBER, I WAS THERE.
And when she tried to get you back for the third time...
REMEMBER, I WAS THERE.
And how you needed someone to talk to...
REMEMBER, I WAS THERE.
I'M ALWAYS HERE!
I told my best friend I had feelings for him.
And now he is denying me what I ache for.
How could I have let my heart get in the way of my mind?
I feel as though I have lost my best friend in exchange for what?