it all ends at five months.
I haven't written one of these entries in a long time. That's because I never thought it would happen... not with him.
This one is tough because I can't just rip apart everything that reminds me of him. EVERYTHING reminds me of him.
Listen to me. "This one."
Like I KNEW that this was going to happen.
He's just like the rest.
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i've learned from last night that humans (and yes, i'm including myself in this category) are quick to rely on their instinct to determine a solution to their problem. i regret doing this last night and i'd lucky to still have him around. to be honest, there was nothing wrong with our relationship and once in a while, i tend to make up problems that don't exist because when no problems are present, you start to question it. why are we so perfect? something has to be wrong. it's beyond our ready comprehension to realize that it IS perfect and that this is it. thank you todd.
This one is tough because I can't just rip apart everything that reminds me of him. EVERYTHING reminds me of him.
Listen to me. "This one."
Like I KNEW that this was going to happen.
He's just like the rest.
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i've learned from last night that humans (and yes, i'm including myself in this category) are quick to rely on their instinct to determine a solution to their problem. i regret doing this last night and i'd lucky to still have him around. to be honest, there was nothing wrong with our relationship and once in a while, i tend to make up problems that don't exist because when no problems are present, you start to question it. why are we so perfect? something has to be wrong. it's beyond our ready comprehension to realize that it IS perfect and that this is it. thank you todd.