what else to say?
its like i was a spinner. spinning over and over again. plus, I’m upside down. I’m getting dizzy with everything. So cliche to say this but I’m really lost. I don’t plan anymore, i don’t have plans in my life anymore. I take whatever is it for me to take. I don’t know really. its so confusing. oh, i really thanked myself for i am not suicidal. *laugh out loud* oh my, if am i? whew. i wouldn’t writing/typing myself out.
what’s with today? i had apologies two people early in the morning. geez. what’s happening? has hell taken its toll?
whew. i wish today, some PARRRRTTTYYYY!! yeah. life sucks right? but there are still good things here in earth that makes my life sweeet again. and it’s FRIENDS, ALCOHOL AND OXYGEN. weeeee. its good to be optimistic sometimes.