WORSE
why do it also have to be bad? why i always have bad things? why would bad things got inflicted on me? life's fuck it all. i dont wanna be bad. i dont wanna feel bad, i dont want to feel that my morals are wrong? i dont want to survive this things. its fucking nuts and it making me fucking nuts. i hate it so much. ugh. frustration is never my friend. my gawd! why did i let this happened? why's i have to be that fucking loser of all time? i hate. i really hate. i dont want this. im so fucking tired. that someone who i actually thought that could put me in the right direction, now, i dont fuckin know. so got to be a lesson right? not to fuckin trust anybody.