abuse
so i havent been entering any updates lately. well i have a good reason. Life sucks again. My fuckin drunk ass uncle and his cow of a girlfriend came over for dinner two weeks ago. He got drunk and started to push my little bro around. when i stood up for him my mom threw a chair at my head. Then today my mom came home and beat the shit out of me because i didnt mow the lawn. What a fuckin psycho. My friend was here and he had to see the whole thing. I wasnt emberassed about being hit. I did feel bad that he had to actually see what my mom was like. I hate it when my mom fuckin acts like herself infront of my friends. I still havent found a job. I really need to get a job. My friends leave on fri morning. I dont knowwhat i am going to do when they leave. I will have nowhere to go when my mom goes crazy. I wish i had my car still. I would move out so quick. I really want to move and never come back. I feel like it every second that i am at home. I just dont know what my brothers are going to do. They have to still live here after i leave. those poor kids. Especially Jordan. he still has atlest 9 or 10 years to go. Man do I feel bad for him. Maybe my mom will die and they get to live with some one else. I hope they get lucky in some way. well i have been typing for a long while. I will put more in later. Peace!