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[ihana]

sometimes its easy to make things happen, they happen on their own, or just sort of fall into place, some times its rather more difficult and you have to do things you dont really want to, to secure something in the future that you want even more than you dont want to do that thing now... this calls for prioritizing, decision making, and sacrifices... sometimes these are all jumpstarted by a decision that someone else makes,a pebble not thinking of its adverse effect on the leaf in the pond.. perhaps all of these things happen for a reason, maybe this chain of events was not so unplanned as it seems... i dont know.. that is where i am always left, ignorant...
dissapearing for a while should be good for me.. maybe ill be a butterfly when i come back.