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You know, even when I'm eating "normally", I'm still obsessing about food. I calculate calories of all the meals but shrug them off. I obsess over what I'm going to eat next even right after I've eaten. I think about food, recipes, cooking, and so forth, to in an insane degree. It makes me wonder that even if I am able to maintain healthy and normal eating habits, will I still be obsessive and weird about eating and food the rest of my life? I wish there was some kind of way to brainwash all of this out of me. I wish I could actually enjoy my food and meals, and feel hungry or full like a normal person.
Oh well, c'est la vie. Sorry for the random thoughts. I have nowhere else to place them.
Oh well, c'est la vie. Sorry for the random thoughts. I have nowhere else to place them.