List of things that make me anxious 3/18

[ihadninelives]

[just figured that today is a good day for lists]

1) (Cultural?) Catholic guilt. I could extrapolate on this subject for hours but I think just saying that I suffer from this should be enough to shame me into not feeling guilty about not feeling guilty, that formidable opponent I'm always coming up against.
2) My motherfucking god damn family, and I'm not kidding, and seriously when is this going to end?
3) Traveling
4) Money. I'm not even going to try to discuss it.
5) Having no form of reliable transportation (still)
6) Listening to music that is not Fugazi
7) Hangovers
8) MONEY
9) Moving to the west coast... call me Completely Apprehensive, but that is going to be a difficult logistic move to pull off and I am indeed completely apprehensive.
10) Relationships; loyalty vs disloyalty; "appropriate"-ness; honesty
11) Self fulfilling prophecies
12) My inability to communicate effectively
13) The 21st century
14) Large crowds
15) life
16) life
17) life

kajdfljalkdfjlakfjlkajflkjadflijaoifuewoilrjlkafsjlkjaf. Why is the question of my life. I can not deal with things; I am ill-equipped.