i'll be the waterwings that save you...
uhm so I was thinking yesterday. Which I must not do too often. Because I realized a number of things I never took the time to notice before. So I realized that half the people you think are your friends, aren't really your friends at all. And when someone says I love you, they don't really mean it. And that we're all living in a shit hole called Lockport. Which probably has more drama than like 3 states combined. And then I realized that I can't take much more of any of it. When I woke up this morning the phone rang. of course it was for my dad. and of course it was an interview. and of course it would involve moving far far away. and for the first time in my life, I didn't cry about it.