Personal, and yes public because I had to get it out.

[ih8yuki]

I am very confused at the moment. Perhaps it is the sake talking >:/..but I only was forcedhad a little bit.

I...I don't know what I'm feeling. See, it is hard for me to understand any feeling or emotion except for hate. So I'm feeling very conflicted about a lot of things and people. Stuff is changing and I have no way of controlling. I hate

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[stfumalfoy]

You can hate someone and fight with them and get angry with them and lo like them too, you know. Which just makes things entirely more confusing.

[ih8yuki]

Really? You sound like you speak from experience. I'm not one to go around asking for advice or anything HELP ME.

[stfumalfoy]

Er. As a matter of fact, I am speaking from experience. You should - well. Do you like fighting with him?

[ih8yuki]

Well I like fighting in general, but fighting him is a challenge. Maybe I do....

[stfumalfoy]

Cause, yeah, that's kind of how it happened to me? I just realised I was looking forwards to arguing with him. Which meant I probably didn't hate him as much as I thought, which lead to me thinking about it, which lead to, er. Alot of things.

[ih8yuki]

I see. What kind of things? O.O

[stfumalfoy]

Er. Things. Like. A baby. Angst. Jealousy. The essentials for a soap opera, really, haha.