Mar 05, 2006 21:27
ive always been deathly afraid of being speechless
everyone who knows me knows that i talk entirely too much, and almost always try to fill silence
and if im thinking something i can always put it into words, usually with a cheesy metaphor or something,
just so long as it's not quiet for too long
but i think i found someone who leaves me speechless where it doesnt scare me
where it's ok to just be without having to talk or tell stories or pretend
it's really nice
sometimes a little scary, the whole not knowing how to say what im thinking thing,
but i can deal. i dont mind too much
other news: im going to chicago on a redeye wednesday night, spending a day and a half with lauren perry and jessie george,
that's 3 absences of 8... this is gonna be a long semester-- balls.