Right i cannot go on my pc all the time now!
we got a letter from wanadoo saying i keep going over my monthly limit so i will only be on past 6 now most days
and two
i know i cant have him because hes str8 but it still makes me want him even more, and yesterday wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be, but it still hurts so bad knowing i want him and love him so much and knowing that these feelings can never be returned by him, EVER!