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today i woke up at 10 and my daddy made me pancakess :) i love my daddy :) soo i ate then took a shower and got readyyy.! and then went to get on the buss for the vball tourney! we lost.. :( we didnt gett anything.. :( it sucked... i did really good on my spikes though soo that was pretty excitingg.. after the game everyone went to moores and we just had funn then some people came back here and we played truth or dare.. oh my god it was greatt..!! so everyone left and then i came inside and got on here then watched pimp my ridee!!! hten got back on here and now im talkin to courttneyy!!
i see you you see her
you smile i smile
shes leaves you ask how i am
i lie i reply that im fine
even though my heart has jsut crept up into my mouth and is jumping up and down on my tongue like an olympic diver waiting to hit water
i want to say that i miss you, let you know that every moment im awake i think of you.
i want you to know that i miss your arms your smile your lips
i want you to know that im incomplete my body hurts my soul bleeds
i ask how you are hoping against all hope that youll tell me what i want to hear you reply
your answer not including that you miss me, that you miss my arms, my lips, my touch
my eyes attempt to strip you down to your soul searching for what i once knew so well they get lost
but find their way back to reality when they graze over the ever fading hickey just above the collar of the shirt she bought you my heart leaps off the end of my tongue,
wanting you to see the way youve hurt me wanting you to hurt the same way it falls to the ground
she calls you
you hastily say goodbye as you trot over to her
stomping squishing mutilating my vulnerable fallen heart.
not even pausing long enough to scrape if off the bottom of your shoe, like a discarded piece of gum
she wraps her arms around your neck
brings her lips to yours. your ears still turn red
people pass as if i dont exist
i want to cry scream shout
i want someone to find my heart bring it back piece it together
i turn away hoping that one day it wont hurt as much
and hoping that i will again be able to call you and have you come over to me
be bale to buy you shirts that match your eyes and leave the telltale hickey just about the collar
and still be able to make your ears turn red from the friction of our lips
i walk away knowing my heart will not follow..
^^ i thougth this was really really cutee
i see you you see her
you smile i smile
shes leaves you ask how i am
i lie i reply that im fine
even though my heart has jsut crept up into my mouth and is jumping up and down on my tongue like an olympic diver waiting to hit water
i want to say that i miss you, let you know that every moment im awake i think of you.
i want you to know that i miss your arms your smile your lips
i want you to know that im incomplete my body hurts my soul bleeds
i ask how you are hoping against all hope that youll tell me what i want to hear you reply
your answer not including that you miss me, that you miss my arms, my lips, my touch
my eyes attempt to strip you down to your soul searching for what i once knew so well they get lost
but find their way back to reality when they graze over the ever fading hickey just above the collar of the shirt she bought you my heart leaps off the end of my tongue,
wanting you to see the way youve hurt me wanting you to hurt the same way it falls to the ground
she calls you
you hastily say goodbye as you trot over to her
stomping squishing mutilating my vulnerable fallen heart.
not even pausing long enough to scrape if off the bottom of your shoe, like a discarded piece of gum
she wraps her arms around your neck
brings her lips to yours. your ears still turn red
people pass as if i dont exist
i want to cry scream shout
i want someone to find my heart bring it back piece it together
i turn away hoping that one day it wont hurt as much
and hoping that i will again be able to call you and have you come over to me
be bale to buy you shirts that match your eyes and leave the telltale hickey just about the collar
and still be able to make your ears turn red from the friction of our lips
i walk away knowing my heart will not follow..
^^ i thougth this was really really cutee