Nov 17, 2007 14:36
I find it somewhat funny that some song lyrics hold so much meaning and so many memories.
As Dec. 4 comes nearer and nearer. I realize Im stronger than i thought i was. God that sounded so ridiculously cheesy. but its so true. I can finally listen to the song 'what hurts the most' now without getting teary eyed. I still have a great friend that I can trust with basically everything. I dont know yet, but im hoping the 4th isnt too stressful. Ive tried so hard to forget and i dont want those memories flooding my mind again. Love isnt about being in a relationship. Its about the care you have for the person. im not in love anymore. but its undersatndable that i still have love in my heart for him. One of my closest friends and knows more about me than any other person in this world. I love all my friends. And im not afraid to say it. It honestly doenst feel like a year has past either. I guess ive grown up alot.
I was just feeling thoughtful. Ill probably be more thoughtful within the next few weeks. Understandable.
Have a good day. =]