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I found out something really depressing today- my dad's orders run out in 2007. Which means
A. I'm at LB (or Robinson) until I graduate (yay. i'm thrilled. ) no offense cuz most of my friends are at LB and I care for them deeply but life is stale. and I've past my expiration date and now all I'm doing is wasting air.
B. As soon as I graduate I'm not going to have a home to come home to... no room no friend no visiting.
C. I won't have friends next year anyway so I guess B isn't as big of a problem. But i won't have friends where my parents move.
So this weekend's prognosis: another day another work load.
Plus, I'm still undecided about Spring Trip- it means if I go I get to do zilch this summer. And, i don't know... too many choices. The reason I would go is to see my senior friends outside of school and stress one final time- but they're not going to want to hang out with me anyway they'll want to spend time with their real friends that are leaving too. I mean the sophomores and freshmen and juniors- I'll see them next year and have more band trips with so does it really matter? Does anything really matter?
A. I'm at LB (or Robinson) until I graduate (yay. i'm thrilled. ) no offense cuz most of my friends are at LB and I care for them deeply but life is stale. and I've past my expiration date and now all I'm doing is wasting air.
B. As soon as I graduate I'm not going to have a home to come home to... no room no friend no visiting.
C. I won't have friends next year anyway so I guess B isn't as big of a problem. But i won't have friends where my parents move.
So this weekend's prognosis: another day another work load.
Plus, I'm still undecided about Spring Trip- it means if I go I get to do zilch this summer. And, i don't know... too many choices. The reason I would go is to see my senior friends outside of school and stress one final time- but they're not going to want to hang out with me anyway they'll want to spend time with their real friends that are leaving too. I mean the sophomores and freshmen and juniors- I'll see them next year and have more band trips with so does it really matter? Does anything really matter?