Dear diary,

Apr 08, 2005 11:38

Life's been ok. Not much is new. Work is fine, if my boss yells at me again I think i'll either blow up or quit. Either one won't be pretty. But hey, at least it would help get someone else a job. School's ok. I'm ditching at the moment. My english class is the biggest waste of time. I'm glad maritza and garrett are in there with me, I'd lose it if they weren't. I've been really tired lately and I think that's why i've been having so many headaches. I'm going prom dress shopping with my mom tomorrow. That should be interesting. I'm going by myself but hey, I can still have fun. My friend Tom asked me if I was going to prom today. It was kinda scary, really out of the blue. Not even a hello, he just asked. Anyway. I went to shawns website today. It made me sad. I had been hoping that he was doing alright but I don't think that he is. I wish I could help him but I don't know what I could do for him. I'm going to cal poly next friday with my mom to check out the campus and saturday were looking for apartments. I still dont know what I'm going to do, but I'll have to decide something soon. I wish I could ask him what I should do, he always had a way to make me feel good about whatever decision I made. But I know he'd want me to stay here, with him. I would have went anywhere he was but it's too late for that. I'll have to do this on my own.
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