Dear Diary

[igotthemunchies]

I feel good. And I know alot of it has to do with a guy. Again I talked to yellow last night. We talked for about 2 hours. I love how I can talk to him so easily and how he opens up back. I went to see his wrestling match today, he won. I wasn't surprised. He's m.v.p. on the team, as well as a captain and only senior. I think he'll make it to his senior nationals and most likely get a full ride scholarship. I'm happy for him but at the same time not. I want him to do what he wants and have a good future but the selfish part of me hopes he doesnt get it because if he does he'll be going to san francisco. Other than that, lifes okay. I miss sleep though. I need to get more.
I hate how one person can have such strong influence over how I feel.