this is what it feels like to crash with reality...
so im kinda at my akward stage in life right now...im happy but sad...lazy but full of energy...kinda like a big emotional ball...every little thing bugs me, depresses me, pisses me off, just totally flips my mood in a 180 turn. i kinda find no point in anything anymore...it really hurts me to not care...and i dont want to feel like this...whatever i cant do anything about it...