i don't know how i should feel....
well, my life is totally fucked up...i hate not being able to fix it either. i should have never opened my mouth...i knew i would get punished for it. but now i'm paying the price...or at least i think i am. whatever stage in life i'm in right now just sucks! three months until we graduate and drama has to start up now! of all the times...NOW!!! life just isn't fair anymore...it was never fair in the first place! i have been having the worst 2 weeks...i mean, this time it is bad...i don't know if things have ever been this bad before. all i really need to feel better is that confirmation, that feeling that everything is okay and will be okay. if i could get that feeling, that positive feeling, then i will be okay...my life will be at peace and i can go back to doing my normal things.
life can change so unexpectedly...in a second my life was turned upside down and shaken like violent storm...i don't know if i can remember a time when i have been this depressed and low and hopeless and scared and tired and worried and every feeling mixed all together at once.
what can i do to make things right?! what can i say that will take all this pain away from us?! just let me know...give me a sign or something, i'm begging you. i can't go on like this much longer...
life can change so unexpectedly...in a second my life was turned upside down and shaken like violent storm...i don't know if i can remember a time when i have been this depressed and low and hopeless and scared and tired and worried and every feeling mixed all together at once.
what can i do to make things right?! what can i say that will take all this pain away from us?! just let me know...give me a sign or something, i'm begging you. i can't go on like this much longer...