a sad something......
Way back then when things were perfect...
I opened up my heart to you and only you
No one ever took the time that you did to know me the way you did
You changed my life by showing me love
You were always there for me through thick and thin
Like nobody was
I cared for you like no other because I knew we had each other
You broke down my cover
that i built to shield out people
From ever getting to know me...the real me
I never wanted to be hurt I was scared and oh so strong
But you assured me that you’d be there for me always and forever
You told me you loved me times before
How foolish was I to believe you
Time passed and our feelings for each other grew
Stronger and stronger
Every beat of my heart and every breath I took was for you
I longed for your touch and sweet filled smile day after day
Everything about you drove me wild
You were my one and only I knew from the start
Until things started to fall apart
The love you showed started to fade
I didn’t know what was wrong I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t want to lose you
But as days passed by I started to realize
Things were changing
You weren’t being you
I couldn’t understand
the sweet boy I opened up to
Told all my secrets shared stories with
Started to care less and less about me
You became too busy to call
I started to think the love you had for me didn’t exist at all
It made my heart ache
Knowing that the best thing in my life would no longer be
My world started to crumble
And things weren’t the same
The thing that made me smile was now gone
Day after day I became softer on the inside because of you
I didn’t want what we had to end
But not all things in life work out
the least we could be was friends
You promised me you would wait forever and forever I will wait
Until the days are old and sun no longer shines you will always have a place in my heart
until that days comes
All I ask from you is to be there for me and care for me love me
But in a friendly way
Things didn’t have to be the way they were before
Just ask long as I know you cared and want to be there
But I guess it was too much to ask for
I expected so much more
Your not the boy I once knew
You don’t give a care in the world about me
I no longer exist to you
My nightmare has come true
I am oh so "rue"
What did I see in you? Did I waste my time loving you?
These are the questions I ask myself
But the answers I already know
You were the one that showed me love
And although you no longer care I am thankful
And still missing you
you’ll always be my boo and be the perfect one to me
You gave me a reason
I wish I could just forget about what we had but it was too special
I don’t know what I am still holding on too
I guess it was the words you spoke to me of that day "Forever"
Forever is a long time...
You gave me good you gave me sad
All these memories we had
Ill cherish but since things are now different
I know what to do
And that is to say good bye to you
I feel like I am nothing to you
You push me away when all I want to do is be there for you
I want to be a good friend and be close
But it's not in your desires
So I am writing this poem in your consent
Of what ive gone through
And this is all because of you
I am no longer that strong girl
I can't handle a heart break
It's now too difficult for me to open up
But what I went through
Was worth it
Because I know that
Not many people feel love
I took my chances of getting you back but
I wasn’t very lucky
All I know is that I had you once
You were mine and only mine
But now since we’ve grown and came back to reality
Things are the way they are and
I no longer exist to my one and only
you never know what you have until it's gone
I opened up my heart to you and only you
No one ever took the time that you did to know me the way you did
You changed my life by showing me love
You were always there for me through thick and thin
Like nobody was
I cared for you like no other because I knew we had each other
You broke down my cover
that i built to shield out people
From ever getting to know me...the real me
I never wanted to be hurt I was scared and oh so strong
But you assured me that you’d be there for me always and forever
You told me you loved me times before
How foolish was I to believe you
Time passed and our feelings for each other grew
Stronger and stronger
Every beat of my heart and every breath I took was for you
I longed for your touch and sweet filled smile day after day
Everything about you drove me wild
You were my one and only I knew from the start
Until things started to fall apart
The love you showed started to fade
I didn’t know what was wrong I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t want to lose you
But as days passed by I started to realize
Things were changing
You weren’t being you
I couldn’t understand
the sweet boy I opened up to
Told all my secrets shared stories with
Started to care less and less about me
You became too busy to call
I started to think the love you had for me didn’t exist at all
It made my heart ache
Knowing that the best thing in my life would no longer be
My world started to crumble
And things weren’t the same
The thing that made me smile was now gone
Day after day I became softer on the inside because of you
I didn’t want what we had to end
But not all things in life work out
the least we could be was friends
You promised me you would wait forever and forever I will wait
Until the days are old and sun no longer shines you will always have a place in my heart
until that days comes
All I ask from you is to be there for me and care for me love me
But in a friendly way
Things didn’t have to be the way they were before
Just ask long as I know you cared and want to be there
But I guess it was too much to ask for
I expected so much more
Your not the boy I once knew
You don’t give a care in the world about me
I no longer exist to you
My nightmare has come true
I am oh so "rue"
What did I see in you? Did I waste my time loving you?
These are the questions I ask myself
But the answers I already know
You were the one that showed me love
And although you no longer care I am thankful
And still missing you
you’ll always be my boo and be the perfect one to me
You gave me a reason
I wish I could just forget about what we had but it was too special
I don’t know what I am still holding on too
I guess it was the words you spoke to me of that day "Forever"
Forever is a long time...
You gave me good you gave me sad
All these memories we had
Ill cherish but since things are now different
I know what to do
And that is to say good bye to you
I feel like I am nothing to you
You push me away when all I want to do is be there for you
I want to be a good friend and be close
But it's not in your desires
So I am writing this poem in your consent
Of what ive gone through
And this is all because of you
I am no longer that strong girl
I can't handle a heart break
It's now too difficult for me to open up
But what I went through
Was worth it
Because I know that
Not many people feel love
I took my chances of getting you back but
I wasn’t very lucky
All I know is that I had you once
You were mine and only mine
But now since we’ve grown and came back to reality
Things are the way they are and
I no longer exist to my one and only
you never know what you have until it's gone