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[igottalive]

I grab the blade,
I slide it into my wrist
It doesn't bleed
It doesn't hurt
Am I still alive?
Have I died?

I want to cry or even bleed
I want to cry to see that I can still feel
I want to bleed to know that I'm still alive
I'm numb, I feel nothing, and alive is only a thought I dream of being