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im missing summer so much lately i cant stand it. i just want to be at dave. i want to be at the gorge and i want to relive the best weekend of my life. byyyy far. i dont even think i ever wrote about going to dave matthews the last weekend of summer. i went up with shay, we met up with ben and a bunch of our friends. we camped for three days and it was absolutly perfect. i saw the best dave show ive ever ever seen. AHFUCKMYLIFE
i miss the sunnnnnnn
and the warrmmm
and i keep thinking about disneyland
i wish i could take ben and run away to disneyland for at least..a month.
i found out my dad has to pay all of my tuition, which means he wont be able to buy me a car most likely.
a car was literally my answer to everything. it seems really unrealistic but i feel like if i can go anywhere i want anytime i want, just me. so many of my problems will be solved, i wont have to rely on anyone but me.
dad isnt coming home until the end of february.
i hate it. so muchh
im talking to mom again. hm lets see how long this one lasts
i miss the sunnnnnnn
and the warrmmm
and i keep thinking about disneyland
i wish i could take ben and run away to disneyland for at least..a month.
i found out my dad has to pay all of my tuition, which means he wont be able to buy me a car most likely.
a car was literally my answer to everything. it seems really unrealistic but i feel like if i can go anywhere i want anytime i want, just me. so many of my problems will be solved, i wont have to rely on anyone but me.
dad isnt coming home until the end of february.
i hate it. so muchh
im talking to mom again. hm lets see how long this one lasts