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wow! what an amazing 10 days! if anyone else were with me, theyd be bored out of their skulls, but i had the best time in new york. just being able to see everyone, to drink, to smoke, to talk and sing and dance with my best friends...theres just nothing like it in the whole world! this entry is going to be short cuz im seriously at a loss for words. i dont even know how to describe how it was...lets just say i was starting to think i might wanna transfer to UGA in a year or so, but now theres no doubt in my mind that new york is where i belong. i need to get back there, even if its the last thing i do, even if i have to clean out my bank account to do it! i will end up in new york somehow. on another note...would it be weird to have a crush on someone? like...so random, and it just fell into my lap, and theres nothing i can do about it! what the hell?! i guess thats just how it works sometimes. maybe fate will bring us together someday; or maybe im just looking way to deeply into this and i dont even know what i'm feeling. i bet its the latter of the two. anyway, ive also decided that im not gonna go friends only like i had originally intended. i just dont care if my dad reads this anymore. let him. this is how i am, and i shouldnt have to change just to appease someone...but yeah. i hope everyones christmas/hannakuh/etc were all super and i already miss my NY boys a ton. just so you all know, i cried the whole way from my grandmas to the rochester airport. thats right boys. 1 1/2 hour i cried for, my mom had to make me stop. i just want you all to know thats how much you mean to me. ok goodnight to everyone.
love nick.