The Marriage is dying.. Part II - Separation...
My husband has found a room-mate... I am going to stay with people.. (Hopefully) various people. While I wait for the phone call that will tell me that my job is coming soon... I am counting on my friends. I will keep the car for myself. And hopefully refinance it to myself. I just looked it up and they might do it.. That would be hysterical. He thinks I can't I won't give it up right away... They will have to pry it away from me.
It's sad that my marriage did not turn out the way I expected. i don't even think it turned out the way he expected. He thinks I made him do it... I twisted his arm. i am such a meany... He got a lot out of this. I have supported him financially and emotionally for years. He has worked and made our life possible. (we require 2 incomes who doesn't) and I honor his effort. I think living separate will open his eyes.. Like the maid doesn't come anymore... I have trouble keeping up now. I can imagine how hard it will be without my efforts. He will be off laundry duty and I will be on.
I need to identify who my "I can stay with thems" are.
I need to get rid of most of my stuff...
I need to obtain and load a storage unit..
I need to buy my Post office box.
I need to change my address over to it...
Alex will help me move. He can't believe that I need a storage unit. But I am not giving up the bed and it must live somewhere.
Tomorrow I will identify my stay with them targets. Maybe get a schedule in order. If I can stay with people for 6 months. Surely I will be working before that amount of time is over. Surely...
My horoscope was very positive for today... Like the future is so bright I gotta wear shades. May it be so.
Amen
It's sad that my marriage did not turn out the way I expected. i don't even think it turned out the way he expected. He thinks I made him do it... I twisted his arm. i am such a meany... He got a lot out of this. I have supported him financially and emotionally for years. He has worked and made our life possible. (we require 2 incomes who doesn't) and I honor his effort. I think living separate will open his eyes.. Like the maid doesn't come anymore... I have trouble keeping up now. I can imagine how hard it will be without my efforts. He will be off laundry duty and I will be on.
I need to identify who my "I can stay with thems" are.
I need to get rid of most of my stuff...
I need to obtain and load a storage unit..
I need to buy my Post office box.
I need to change my address over to it...
Alex will help me move. He can't believe that I need a storage unit. But I am not giving up the bed and it must live somewhere.
Tomorrow I will identify my stay with them targets. Maybe get a schedule in order. If I can stay with people for 6 months. Surely I will be working before that amount of time is over. Surely...
My horoscope was very positive for today... Like the future is so bright I gotta wear shades. May it be so.
Amen