Stepping forward
I put some stuff on ebay... I expect nothing will happen with it. We'll see. I have more to do.. I need some kind of container for books to go.. because some of them need to go.
I talked to the doctor about the expensive medication. He also wants me to take iron tablets. Dern it. Well maybe they will work. It would be different not to feel sick all of the time. I have been doing dishes until my back hurts. I am hoping that tomorrow I will start to feel much better because this is day 3 on the thyroid...
Thyroid makes me feel better. I am hoping that it will do the best it can and I will find myself shrinking like mad. I've thought my thyroid was low for years. Low normal IS low.. He wants me to see a specialist and I think I will. I wonder if wellbutrin can cause thyroid troubles. Lord knows, I took it for a while... If I could find it cheaper I sure would go back on.
One of my dear ones at church is dying. I think he's going to be okay.. I worry for the church. I worry for the music director (he was the choir director) I think I will be okay.. because I knew all along that he was a short timer. He's 84 years old with multiple medical problems. He was too stuborn to submit to his problems and now he is working on finishing up his final project, dying well. The whole choir was tearing up. I was expecting the music director to say that he was dying today.. But not so. He's not dying today. Later at some other date. I will miss his advice. He was big on identiying good processes. I probably should take the lesson and learn to pay attention to the process of things.
I'd rather just manipulate but I think that's not possible. I have to get better. Everyone who dies leaves me a life lesson, every single one.
I still have a lot of work to do and I will do more tommorrow. Hopefully it will all go well.
Tommorrow I am going to get me some coffee yep, that's what I am going to do.
I know this all makes no sence. But that's how I write sometimes.
I talked to the doctor about the expensive medication. He also wants me to take iron tablets. Dern it. Well maybe they will work. It would be different not to feel sick all of the time. I have been doing dishes until my back hurts. I am hoping that tomorrow I will start to feel much better because this is day 3 on the thyroid...
Thyroid makes me feel better. I am hoping that it will do the best it can and I will find myself shrinking like mad. I've thought my thyroid was low for years. Low normal IS low.. He wants me to see a specialist and I think I will. I wonder if wellbutrin can cause thyroid troubles. Lord knows, I took it for a while... If I could find it cheaper I sure would go back on.
One of my dear ones at church is dying. I think he's going to be okay.. I worry for the church. I worry for the music director (he was the choir director) I think I will be okay.. because I knew all along that he was a short timer. He's 84 years old with multiple medical problems. He was too stuborn to submit to his problems and now he is working on finishing up his final project, dying well. The whole choir was tearing up. I was expecting the music director to say that he was dying today.. But not so. He's not dying today. Later at some other date. I will miss his advice. He was big on identiying good processes. I probably should take the lesson and learn to pay attention to the process of things.
I'd rather just manipulate but I think that's not possible. I have to get better. Everyone who dies leaves me a life lesson, every single one.
I still have a lot of work to do and I will do more tommorrow. Hopefully it will all go well.
Tommorrow I am going to get me some coffee yep, that's what I am going to do.
I know this all makes no sence. But that's how I write sometimes.