Feb 04, 2004 19:19
my mother took down our christmas tree today. now i feel as if there is a huge void in my life.
where have all the colors gone?
on another note, there is a spider crawling on my wall. one of the good kinds, with the long legs, that eats the bad bugs. it's pretty. i should've taken a picture of it.
today was callbacks for the spring one acts. i really hope i get a part. it'll make my day (week, month, ect ect). also, i auditioned for the part of rizzo in grease. it was the most fun i've ever had at an audition. i sang & everything. and the best part is, i wasn't nervous. and i don't have that "i could've done this or that better". i'm happy with what i did. if i get a part well then, awesome! if not, it's no big deal.
that's how life should be. no big deal. no stress. just ... free. i don't know.
i'm sleepy.
this probably makes no sense to anyone.
i'm too lazy to make any changes.
oh well.
i can't find my break dancin' shirt. i was supposed to let jesses borrow it a month ago.
i'm horrid.
xoxox.