Jan 02, 2008 00:03
I generally hate coming up with New Year resolutions. It seems so small minded to be thinking of little things to change about myself, when really it is the big things that are making me unhappy.
If I'm to be stuck feeling inadequate for the rest of my life then I'd like it if this could be the year when I find a way of turning those feelings into the driving force behind some really fantastic things.
There are so many things that I want in life: to lose weight, to read more, to get things done with time to spare, to practice my trumpet and enjoy playing it again. I'm sure I'd be happier if I could just do the things that I want to do. Perhaps if I wasn't so tired so often....
So anyway, my plan for 2008 is to just try harder to be everything that I want to be. I just wish it wasn't so incredibly hard going!
Happy New Year everybody :-)
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